Monday, March 02, 2009

Drowning

I sometimes feel overwhelmingly suffocated by circumstances beyond my control- the emotions of people around me, the sensation of incompetence at work, the situations I fall into inadvertently.

I get so angry with myself that I get so stressed, and then I worry and worry and worry about how I'm going to fix things. It's like a horrible combination of nerve-wracking suspense and breath-shortening anticipation.

Hate this tenseness bubbling inside me.

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2 comments:

  1. la_flashMarch 3, 2009 at 10:02 AM

    ... and you worry about you worrying.. the endless cycle continues.

    yeah, i know how does it feel.

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  2. JeannyMarch 3, 2009 at 11:44 AM

    Yes, so true- worrying about worrying is awful. AWFUL.

    I'm glad to know others go through the same thing.

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